There is something to be said about memory, and interestingly
enough, the memory of Arthur Gordon Pym shows a lot about his
character and human character in general within “The Narrative of
Arthur Gordon Pym of Nantucket”. Pym suffers from a traumatic
ordeal which he recounts during chapter one, right on the onset of
the book, and not one chapter later, he has this sudden urge to go
out to sea again. But why is that? Why would he want to go out to sea
after he admits that “I was resuscitated from a state bordering
very nearly upon death (and after every other means had been tried in
vain for three hours and a half)” (16)? Such an experience would
normally drive one away from what caused the event in the first
place.
Yet, for one reason or another, Pym ends up devising a plan to
set sail once again. His feelings in the matter, instead of fear, are
that he “never experienced a more ardent longing for the wind
adventures incident to the life of a navigator than within a week
after our miraculous deliverance” (18). He explains this turnaround
as such: “The short period proved amply long enough to erase from
my memory the shadows, and bring out in vivid light all the
pleasurably exciting points of colour, all the picturesqueness of the
late perilous accident” (18). I find all this interesting because
it can be related to many people's memories today. After a while
experiencing an event, it either fades to nonexistance or strengthens
considerably. An example that can be likened to Pym's is when, say
Person A has a huge argument with Person B, and they resolve to no
longer be friends. After a time, the two people still hate each
other, and can still strongly recall the hatred they felt in the heat
of the moment – however, they would be hard pressed to remember the
argument that caused their falling out in the first place.
That's sort of what I'm saying. Pym's want for adventure after a
terrible incident shows how selective our memory is: how it chooses to remember some things and forget others. To be
honest, I wouldn't be surprised if after Pym's whole adventure with
nearly dying of thirst in the brig that he would want to go out to
sea again, given some time to dull the terrible memory.
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